Wednesday, January 28, 2009

alhamdulillah...at last!

alhamdulillah...ahernye gencatan senjata pon berlaku. syukur i ble dgr pasal tuh.
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skrg kta doa sm2 supaya gencatan senjata tuh stay smpai ble. tp, boikot tetap boikot ye!! hehehe :)

continuous effort la boycott tuh :)

lepas nh, jgn lupe, doa byk2 supaya semuanye selamat. and teruskan effort nak bantu rakyat Palestin di Gaza ye :)

:minimo_30: toodles guys! :D

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

days in Melacca...the Heritage Site :)

First of all, forgive me for using English+Malay together. very sorry for the "rojak". :)

i am in KL!! well, to be exact, almost 2 days already. gler r! memang penat! plus i sprained my ankle quite badly ms last day kat melaka. huhu. again, double exhaustion

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ok. meh la i cter dr our 1st bus ride from KTSN to Hotel Seri Costa, Melaka. we all sumer dlm jumlah 13 org. sumer ahli JAKSA KTSN.
kami memang bersemangat waja!
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actually, organiser tuh mintak 6 wakil jer from each kolej. tp mcm biase, we all JAKSA KTSN nh kalo boleh skali 20 tuh pegi. tp ade yg tak dpt. so tggl la 13. hihihihi :)
perjlnan mcm biase lah kan. havoc! geng depan laen cter..geng blakang laen plak. geng blakang tuh terdiri drpd kak ayu, kak azwa, thilip, thiru and me(mostly senyap jer mendengar).
geng depan plak ijad, mashie and sumi.
pastuh geng tgh yg mostly tdo or just menikmati pemandangan ialah saufee, helmi ya, helme tu, ili and kak umi(dorang nh kecoh time2 tertentu jer, not all the time).
bus ride mmg sonok. i nh yg senyap tuh pon rs tenang jer dgr gelagat everyone.

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ok. kami smpai Hotel Seri Costa tuh around 9pm-ish kot. or 10pm-ish. i ngantuk, tak ingt waktu dh. smpai2 kene letak bag kat 'gudang'. hehe. then enter the events trus tanpa check-in blik. penat siot. tp mcm VVIP plak. yelah, dhlah dtg lmbt. masuk2 jer dgr suara yg dikenali. Linda Onn live! wpun i nh bkn peminat Linda Onn, tp serious, die cntik gler la mlm tuh. i think live and dlm media, mmg laen la. live lg cantik! and Linda, i think u should maintain ur weight now sbb kalo dlm sehati berdansa u looked very skinny. i respect the way she brought herself to public la. and one more, i amazed by how fluent, how smooth she talks. aishh. presenter katakan. hehe.
even mlm 1st tuh kami tak join sbb lmbt dh kan. ms smpai pon nak abes dh. huhu. abes jer events mlm tuh, we all pun p la check-in bilik. girls satu bilik at room 380 and guys one room kat bilik 281. lepas check-in and setel everything, we all pun decide nak kuar mkn. alih2 p kedai mamak depan hotel jer. huhuhu.

ok. nh nak bg credit sket kat organiser nh. this event was organised by Kolej Pendeta Za'ba, UKM Bangi. with collaboration ngan Remaja Karangkraf, Remaja TV3, Secret(yg make-up line tuh), Tourism Melaka, Pansing, Pantene, Aura Seri and the hotel itself. mmg bagus la for students like us boleh dpt collaboration from this people. thanks la all the organisers!!

the 2nd day. kul 8 event start. mcm biaselah. not exactly 8. 8am-ish la. :) slot 1st skali ialah table manners. kinda bored la sbb i pernah la jgak blaja mende tuh before nh. lebih details dr dlm slot. tp, enjoy jer lah kan :)
lepas tuh slot 'etika berpesonaliti dan berpewatakan' dr Che'Li aka Rosli, editor Remaja(Karangkraf). mmg besh gler la! i loikkee! die ajar la cmne nak present ourself kat public. nt kalo beli remaja, tgk2lah my review on the slots. i kene interview u! haha. thanks kak tasha(the reporter). lepas abes jer slot 3rd tuh, we move to slot etika hiasan diri and kerjaya.
slot kerjaya tuh pon sm. dh berkali2 i attend slot pasal resume talk and stuff like that. so, dgr jer lah :) tak rugi pon kan.

haaa. kalo pegi events, mende nh la i kureng ske. tp that day i ske. why? just continue reading la kalo nak tau.
slot next nh ktorg dibahagi ikut group. ade 8 group sumernye. i group 1st ok!
we all dpt arahan untuk masuk dlm group then each group dpt la 2 kertas mahjong(nh i sensitif sket kertas mahjong2 nh...hehe) and markers.
arahan 1st, named our group, create a logo. 2nd plak. draw a cartoon, male or female yg in proper attire nak pegi interview. adeh! drawing la my biggest weakness! luckily ade yg reti draw. ala2 anime gitu!
dh abes dh ms given, bentang plak. ms bentang nh la hangat gler. ble thilip and ijad dh berdepan. haa amik ko! panas satu dewan!! bg we all from JAKSA KTSN, we all dh biase dh. tuh cr depa bermesra, bergurau. tp, haaaa, now kat Melaka. satu dewan ingt dorang nh gaduh! hahah. very funny la. ble abes dh 'bergaduh' tuh, takde judge nak komen u! Gbam, producer Remaja TV3 siap ckp, ckup panas dh, no komen. hahah. gempaqlah thilip n ijad!
haaa. the moment i like. penyampaian hadiah. best presenter, thiru!! special judge award, thilip!! best group goes toooooo, jeng3! my group, KAIZEN!!! haha. i yg bagi nama Kaizen tuh. for u all yg tak tau, Kaizen tuh maksudnye peningkatan berterusan :) we all from KAIZEN dpt hadiah memasing, and bergambr ngan Che'Li and Gibam even gave us binder note Remaja! edisi baru tuh! haha! so, tgk2lah remaja ye kalo kot2 group KAIZEN ade.


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ok. abes jer sesi tuh. sesi grooming la plak. grooming nh i kureng berminat sket sbb make-up2 nh. i nh kulit sensitif. tuh yg malas nak tau pasal make-up tebal2 nh. yg dtg untuk sesi nh ialah make-up artis yg dh byk make-up celebrity like Ziana Zain, PCD, Jac Victor bla bla bla.
yada yada yada. at last! amik ko! tebal gler make-up kat muka volunteer tuh! gler. bp inci ntah. i yg dok tgk kat bawah tuh, berpinar2 mata tgk. bp kali entah die letak foundation. adeii! not my taste. lepas abes sesi grooming. sesi penutupan. actually sabtu tuh adalah hari sesi bersama Karangkraf :)

mlm nye plak ade sesi motivasi bersama Raja Shamri Raja Husin. ya Allah! mmg klakar gle la die nh! sakit perut, otot2 sumer gelak. dlm ms yg sm dok nanges2 bli die cter pasal idup die. die nh dilahirkan cacat. takde kaki seblah and jari bercantum kat tgn kanan. die lahir sm tarikh ngan our beloved Rasulullah SAW. ade ulama ckp sp2 yg lahir sm tarikh ngan Rasulullah, die takkan sempurna sbb Rasulullah jer sempurna. tp semangat Raja Shamri nh, mmg mengkagumkan. berdiri bulu roma dgr die cter. pastuh berlaku kecelaruan emosi. mane tak nye, tgh org sedeyh2 dgr, tbe2 die buat lawak. ya Allah. i nh pon dh confuse nak gelak ke nanges. hehe. :P
abes jer ceramah. abes dh sesi 2nd day.

haaaaa. sesi ari last@ HERITAGE RACE!! mak aii! mmg sonok gler la. ala2 amazing race. baru i tak betapa penatnye amazing race. nh baru lari serata tempat jer. belum lari seluruh negeri. we all kene la buat task kat every checkpoint. checkpoint 1st, parut kelapa! masyaAllah! tak reti den nak parut pakai alat tradisional tuh. last2 my group tak dpt santan yg mencukupi untuk melepasi task tuh. overtime. so kene penalti! masalahnye, tmpt penalti tuh ngan tmpt 1st checkpoint, jaoh!!!!! nak pegi checkpoint 1st tuh, St. Paul's Hill tuh, beratus anak tangga weyh! tercabut kepala lutut i panjat anak tgga! pastuh berlari la ke checkpoint. smpai2 kene pilih. nak penalty 15mins or buat task. task die, carik klu merah dlm balang penuh ngan cengkerik, ulat ngan katak!! arghhh! i alergik mende2 nh!! so i tak buat. yg ag 3 group mmbrs yg volunteer buat. hehe. lepas jer task tuh, move to 2nd checkpoint. mengadap sultan. adehh. smpai2 kene ngadap pastuh "sultan" tuh bg task. 1st kutip smpah kat taman larangan die. pastuh buat pantun. pastuh kene deklamasi pantun pastuh kene buat show. ktorg sumer lepas. show plak nyanyi lagu ABC ala2 cter Hum Saath Saath Hain. ngagagagagga :P

checkpoint 3 plak, kira anak tgga St.Paul! ya Allah!!! naek balek tgga tuh!!!!! tp yg susahnye kene kira smbil bc teks yg mmg terbelit lidah la baca. sumer konsonan die tukar jd huruf C. mane tak terbelit lidah!! atlast, lepas jgak. lepas tuh, checkpoint 4, carik rubberband dlm tepung yg sgtlah liat ala2 dodol then setelkan puzzle. jap jer dh lepas nh. next checkpoint(5), menari portugese kat A famosa gate. haha. nh best! i reti menari portugese dh skrg!! :P tp malu weyh. dhlah ari ahad, tourist all over m'sia and world ade. mmg sah kene rakam. ramai gler keliling ktorg nye group ms tgh perform that task. at last lepas jgak after beberapa kali attempt. we all hanya diberi 15 mins untuk try perform. haa. 6th checkpoint, checkpoint mkn! ya Allah. nak nanges i tgk ape yg perlu dimkn. roti yg intinye tempoyak(rs cm dh busuk kot) ngan peria mentah!! ok. yg tuh boleh ag sbb dua2 i mkn. tp next tuh, tauhu!! i tak mkn tahuuu!! mmg give up la tahu tuh. tanak sentuh pon. satu ag kene minum kopi itam pekat nak mati. takde gula takde ape. just coffee ngan air. yeuuwwww!!! last2 we all berempat decide we all nak skip task nh and amik penalty. this time around, takley nak choose, kene jgak buat penalty 15mins. takpela. dpt jgak duduk rehat jap.

lepas abes jer 15mins, trus la lari ke checkpoint 6 td nak amik klu. lepas tuh lari trus ke next checkpoint. St.Paul's Hill. lagi!!!!!! arrggghhh!! nak nanges jer rs. kalo td ulang alik naek just kat tangga, this time around kene naek smpai puncak. which is the ruined of the chapel. uwaaa. penat! mmg dh nak smpai limit la ms tuh. tp thn jer. seb baek mmbr group baek hati and paham. i nh kan ade athma, tp gatal2 nak join sbb nak maen jgak. plus, tak bawak inhaler. so kene careful la :) smpai jer atas, 7th checkpoint tuh, i trus rs nak pengsan ble dpt task. sbb kene trun balek bawah untuk amik gmbr 3 mende : Stadtyus, Victoria Regina and Dutch Graveyard. seb baek ade 3 org lelaki kat ctuh bg shortcut. dkat la sket. sket jer! ttp kene trun balek jgak! lepas amik gmbr kene naek balek hill tuh. waaaa! serius. time nh mmg dh nak semput. so jln jer la slow2 then tggu kat anak tgga. tak naek pon smpai chapel atas. just a few steps kat bawah chapel. then we proceed to last checkpoint. 8th checkpoint. jaoh dr chapel!! kene trun balek and went to Galeri Laksamana Cheng Ho!! gagagagaga! mmg serius tahap tak thn. smpai2 jer task make-up. 2 org kene make-up 2 lagi jd tukang make-up. i pilih jd kene make-up sbb dh tak larat nak naek trun tgga amik make-up. kene make-up according to gmbr yg diletak kat atas tmpt tugu Cheng Ho. naek trun la kirenye untuk tgk gmbr and amik make-up. den tak larat. baru jer my group nak start make-up, tbe2 dtglah org yg in-charge. ckp ms dh tamat.
so kenelah balek ke starting point. kecewa, tp tak sgt sbb dpt jgak smpai ke last checkpoint. :)

mmg tahao dh penat gler kan. balek2 jer hotel, trus shower and packing sbb nak kene check-out. lepas check-out, letak bag kat 'gudang' then masok balek dewan. duduk la tggu closing ceremony start. ckp 2.30pm start, tp tggu punye tggu, 4pm baru start!!! bengkekkkkkk jer rs hati! yelah. dhlah start lmbt, kene check-out awal. ape ag. tdo duduk la sementara tggu majlis start. abes make-up i!! abes jer closing ceremony, trus angkat bag masuk bas. pakcik bas tuh mmg baek. hehe.
ingtkan lepas masuk bas nak balek ke kan. skali dorang nak jln2 kat dataran pahlawan and grab some dinner. so ikut jer lah. dgn heels tuh, and kepenatan melampau, satu mix yg tak bagus. penatlah jln pkai heels time2 dh one day berlari dlm heritage race. kaki i dh nanges2 kot mintak keselesaan die.huhuhu. takpe, one for all and all for one. :) jln2 tgk souvenirs. i tak bli ape2 pon sbb mostly ade jer kat sarawak. pelik. except gelang beads i. mmg takde kat ctuh. hahah :P
lepas tuh g mkn dulu. then smbg jln. then walked back to our bas. smpai bas jer trus tdo! siot. gler penat!!
around 11.30pm-ish, smpailah KTSN dgn selamatnye. kaki i dh tahap mmg tak tahan. balek bilik trus kemaskan diri for sleeping. kaki mmg dh terseliuh dh balek dr dataran pahlawan. tp tahan jer. tp kat bilik takdelah tdo trus. around 3am baru dpt tdo balek. kaki saket gler. mmg tahap tak tau nak ckp ape.

ok guys. lebih kurang tuh la pengalaman i kat Melaka untuk program Graduan Beretiket tuh. mmg sonok sgt2. enjoy it very much with all my JAKSA friends :)
u guys rock!!!

p/s: gmbr2 i tggu thilip and ili bg. then i upload eyh. hihi. camera takde ag. so tak dpt la nak masukkan gmbr. sori. tp i promise. my next(or next2) entry will be gmbr2 kat event tuh! :)

toodles!!

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Friday, January 23, 2009

melaka...!! :)

i am off to melaka today until sunday (23/01/2009 to 25/01/2009) for a course..

will be back soon...update soon!! daaa~ :)

p/s: weeeee~~ :P

controversy : LGBT!!

hmmm. what is LGBT? for those who knew, please wait('coz i have to explain to those who doesn't). and to those who doesn't know, LGBT stands for Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Trannies(Transexual) Community. this LGBT only apply in Western Country, not here in Malaysia, ok?(don't go and ask me where and what or whatever about LGBT in Malaysia). ok ok. i know, what the heck am i thinking to post this entry?? just keep on reading if u r interested to know :)

ok. i was so bored, so i post this! haha :) nahhh, just kidding. it is actually b'coz, i saw, in nowadays community, this group of people has risen in numbers. it's easy to detect them actually if u have a what they call a "Gaydar". errmm. what's a Gaydar?? it's a sense u have to differentiate and to know someone's sexual orientation. i know many people has this Gaydar. why? b'coz me myself can detect what sexuality a person have.

ok. i won't talk about Gay or Trannies since i never chat or knew anyone from that group. i'll talk about Lesbian and Bisexual(girls) only. ok? ok, most of the time, when i chat in Yahoo! Messenger, i always bump with either the bi(shortform for Bisexual) or Lesbian. so, it's human nature, wondering how and why they chose to live like that. ok. what i discovered(mostlyLesbians), this girls actually have cases with men. some of them have been raped several times by their own brother or relatives, even have a child. so they hate men so very much. but most of them just like girls(hmmm??). and bi? hmm. i am not so sure actually. until now i never had any right or exact anwers to that since the only answer i got was they just feel like it. i know, in short, it's called the LUST.

Lesbians? why am i so interested to know about them? b'coz they are girls, women like me. people said, curiosity kills the cat. roightt? so, in Malaysia, it's actually a taboo thing to said or discuss. people get freak out even when we just mention about it. everytime i went to Midvalley or any other huge malls, i always bump with this group. it's kinda weird u know(the 1st time i saw). but then, i get used to it(since so many of them, and so many times bumped ito them). here in Malaysia, this Lesbian mostly divided into 2 obvious categories. the ladylike or girlish and the boyish. ok. if in America, the boyish is called the Dyke/Butch(correct me if i am wrong) and the girlish is called the Femme which stands for Feminine. ok. in Malaysia, Dyke/Butch is known as "Pengkid". so, how this "Pengkid" looks like? they have short hair, masculine type. more like boyish la. and Femme, of course like normal girl, lady or girlish. sometimes, Femme is hard to detect bcoz they look just like normal girl.

so, what's the purpose of me posting this? how i know much about LGBT? hmm. the answer is just so simple. i wanted people to respect me, so i do respect people regardless what type they are. i won't say "type", sorry bcoz it's sounds like racist thingy. eventhough LGBT is strictly taboo and prohibited here, i still updated myself. why? bcoz that's how u live in harmony. understand people without judging them. :)

Malaysia is a free country. but still, it's an Islamic Country. so, LGBT is of course a Great Taboo here. in Islam, LGBT is strictly prohibited and it's one of the Biggest Sin of all. so Muslims, take note ok? it's a Sin. and if there's any LGBT near u whom are Muslims, please don't blame them. try to understand them. know their reason. then, nicely put, talk to them. if u want to preach to them, use wise words which doesn't condemn them. people like them are very sensitive. never ever blame them. if u do, they will hate u more and their heart will never soften and u'll fail to bring them back to the Islamic path. socialise with them(i mean not joining la), don't neglect or being an ignorance bcoz that will make them go far away from the right path. show them that we want to help them and stuff. this is for Muslims of course :)

and to the Westernians' LGBT. i post this not to blame u guys. i know even in the Western this LGBT thingy is also a taboo and u guys have the hardest coming out story. i respect people and i don't label people. i befriended with all people regardless who they are or where they are from. i just hope that when u get here in Malaysia one day, u'll understand and u'll never blame our people. it's our tradition, our religion. you and ur religion and us with our religion :) this is how if we want to live in peace. no hatred and no war. :)

people, to make it clear, I AM TOTALLY STRAIGHT and I AM PROUD TO BE A MUSLIM!!

toodles!! :)

Thursday, January 22, 2009

guilty as charge

hmm...why?

'coz i dh cheat this one guy. this guy i knal from ym. that day when i was so bored, i used my old yahoo account and chat. i mean, chat dlam room yahoo lah. sajer jer la. lm dh tak jenguk account lm since last incident. huhu.

so, adelah this one guy. mcm biase, i chat jer lah. talk casual stuff. nothing much la. ckp kosong bak kata org. biaselah, kalo yahoo room nh bkn boleh percaya kan org yg chat dlm tuh. so i tak pecaye lah this guy. mula2 nak jer ignored him, tp dh niat asal nak chat, layan jer lah chat.

this guy mcm baek jer. tp mcm biase, dh slalu sgt kene tipu(biaselah, time mule2 nak pandai pakai ym, and takde kwn dlm list ag) so i mmg 100% tak percaya. and since slalu sgt dh org tipu identiti, i pun p la menyamar. i mmg tak ckp honest ngan this guy. die tye ape2 mesti i tanak bg details(kalo tanak ckp btol, mmg kene berdalih) so, i chat jer lah. mcm biase, kat ym kan, chat sklai pastuh mane de chat ag. so i assume it's ok.

tp then, continue plak the other day. tbe2 this guy mcm baek sgt. call i kdg2. pstuh msg. ms tuh i nak tdo awal sbb nak study mlm. then, tbe2 i ckp kat die tlg kejutkan i sbb i nh susah nak bgn. i tak terpk plak kan ms tuh cmne die nak kejut. org mengantok katakan. ble borak dgn die rs cm dh kenal lm. so i bg lah no i. tak sngka plak at 12.30am(i suh kejutkan at this hour) die call kejutkan i. terkejut beruk i dgr sore lelaki call. pastuh br i ingt i bg no kat die. bengong btol i.

then die pon cam msg2 and stuff. pastuh ble die dh clling2, rs bersalah pon membuak2. padahal baru 3 hari nh. ari nh satu hari tak concentrate dlm kuliah sbb rs bersalah sgt2 ngan guy yg baek nh.

so, at last, i buat keputusan nak btau die everything. i pon ckp kat die jgn contact i lagi sbb i dont deserve to be apologised. sbbnye? i tak honest dgn org yg honest dgn i. padan muka i! serik dh lah nak chat kat yahoo room ag. tanak i. ble dh terjumpe ngan org honest mcm die, dh serik nak ym kat yahoo room. slalu jer mesti mamat yg cam bengong, bahlol tah ape2 ag la yg pm-ing i kat yahoo tuh.

hmm. if u read this. i am really sorry. tp, kta nh hanya kenal beberapa hari kot. plus, kenal pon kat ym jer kan. this is not real. till then, i doakan u success slalu.

i am really sorry.

ciao~

salam!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

boycott....what say u??

i know i know. it's like so so late right? heh. sajer jer kot. takde masa nak update blog :)

ermmm, i would say it's a COMPULSORY since dah difatwakan WAJIB untuk BOIKOT!! so, ble dh kata WAJIB tuh, own understanding lah kan kalau tak ikut hukumnye ape. roightt?? so, please take note. WAJIB!!

which mean, there are some major companies i have to boycott. first and foremost STARBUCKS!! then, McDONALD'S. next, NOKIA and lastly NESTLE. there are hundreds of products and companies we have to boycott to help the PALESTINIANS. but, those 4 are my favourites. i mean TOP OF THE WORLD favourites!! hmm. it's ok. ape lah nak dibandingkan pengorbanan boikot barang2 kegemaran dengan JIHAD FISABILILLAH dorang kat PALESTIN sana kan? bear that! they are even worse. makan pon tak tentu. They don't have the FOOD SAFETY and FOOD SECURITY there. not like us. more than enough i would say.

how about KFC? KFC is not my top of the world favourite eventhough i sometimes enjoy it so much. just the CHEEZY WEDGES la my favourite :) they say, even if KFC only sent 10% of their profit to US' HQ, but then, maybe that 10% have been used to buy a riffle or a bullet which had killed one or maybe more innocent child? who knows right? fikir2lah.

to quote what Dr. Noraziah said in her previous lecture, "boikot tuh kenalah continuously. jangan nanti bla genjatan senjata take place, kta pon berhenti boikot. that is not right" hmm. she's right though. i hope i have the strength to continuously boycott US' and Israel's products. AMIN :)

so guys, lets us together boycott all the products listed. i won't list any products in my BLOG 'coz u can find it here:

http://www.muslimconsumer.org.my/ppim/yahudiboikot.html

walaupun kita tak bersama-sama berjihad di PALESTIN, tapi, sekurang-kurangnya, kita bantu mereka melemahkan Rejim Zionis Laknatullah. ALLAHUAKBAR!!

PLEASE. this is not about MUSLIM only. it's about HUMAN RIGHTS being VIOLATED!! i am sure there are quite a number of Jews throughout the globe who doesn't agree with the ISRAELI'S OCCUPATION in GAZA CITY. i saw some of them even join the democrations to protest this EVIL HOLOCAUST!

till then guys, ask urself, what will you do IF u have a family back in PALESTINE? i am sure you will do anything to save them, roight? plus, MUSLIMS, we are all related. we are all family. so, it's the same. save our FAMILY members. and to non-muslims, we are related too. we are all from ADAM and EVE(HAWA), right? :)

so again. renung2kan lah. :)

toodles!!! :)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

For U Palestine =)

As i said in my previous entry, UNTUKMU PALESTIN has ended officially. and again, here, i hope that the FREE PALESTIN spirit is still in OUR heart :)

i don't want to post any news on how many PALESTINIANS died each day 'cause it's too, ermm, SAD. even thinking and seeing the pictures of the suffering citizens can make people cry. but then, please keep yourself updated with the news from papers and stuff ya?

ok, since my first intention for this entry is to report a bit about the UNTUKMU PALESTIN, so, i will tell you my experience on both days of the program. UNTUKMU PALESTIN was held on the 10th and 11th of January 2009. the first event was the Larian Amal to collect money for the PALESTINIANs. thank Allah 'cause everything went smooth although i wasn't there that morning.

ok. now my part. last December hols, i received this message from the Protokol for Pertandingan Mewarna Kanak-kanak & Dekorasi Kek. she asked me whether i could be the judge for both events. i was delighted 'cause i like this type of events which involve kids. it's really cute. =)

i am sorry 'cause i don't have any pictures taken for the Pertandingan Mewarna Kanak-kanak. but then, all the pictures were taken by the AJK of the events. i thought it was a simple task you know. being the judge for kids thingy. but then, when i was judging the arts, i was like "errmm, yang nih cantik la. yang tuh pon sama. awak rasa camne ek? awak suke yang mane? tp kan, yang nih mcm kemas lagi dari yang nih. tapi pastuh yang satu nh tone warna die lagi cantik. susah la nak pilih. yang tak menang dapat ape? bape org jer dpt hadiah nh? so, the conclusion is, never underestimate children. some of them even have the BIGGEST talent of all compare to us adult. haha :)) this competition was divided into 3 categories which are A: below 7 years old, B: 7-9 years old and C: 10-12 years old.


now, how about the Dekorasi Kek? it was fun. i mean seeing all the contestants decorate the cakes. very colourful. some contestant even brought their own chocolate rice and those very very little Hershey's-alike topping. very cute. this competition was divided into 2 categories. A: below 12 years old and B: below 25 years old. 25? yes! it was very interesting you know. this event got very good responds from KL-ians. :) congratulations to the organizer! =D


ok. that's all about those 2 events. on the night of 10th, there was a FORUM about the PALESTINIAN and the ISRAELI OCCUPATION. to hear from a Palestinian itself was different you know. having thought about his own father who is now captured and jailed in GAZA city. very sad! and there he is, in Malaysia, still pursuing his goal to graduate, and very safe. i can't even imagine how he feels. he's is tough. like other MUJAHIDDINs and the SYAHIDS.


oh, and on the night of 11th, there was a concert called WE HEAR WE SEE. since it's a fundraiser, NASYEED.COM had sponsored all the PA SYSTEM. the artist were Nazrey Johani, ALGEBRA, Mua'dz and IN-TEAM. i like all the HADITH made into songs. very touching. and of course perfect and nice, 'cause it's the HADITH from our beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW. =) oh ya, it's also the Closing Ceremony for the event. that night, RM 17000 has been given to AMAN PALESTIN, who also co-sponsored the event together with NASYEED.COM.


all in all, congratulation to all the organizer for such a successful event! :) i enjoyed it very much. may the PALESTINE be free! Amin! Allahuakbar!!


UNTUKMU

PALESTIN


(^_^)v


P/S: I tried to upload several times some pictures but i failed. so next time i'll upload it ya? :) next entree maybe =)

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

i have to..hehe

i am back IN BLACK...lalalala :P

will update soon! :)

Monday, January 12, 2009

=)

UNTUKMU PALESTIN has ended officially last night. it was a very successful event though. congrates to the organizer!! :) really, i hope the FREE PALESTINE SPIRIT doesn't end here.

well, i am too sleepy now and very very tired, too!

i'll update about the event soon ya?

toodles!

Friday, January 9, 2009

again again again....

ok people. hear me!

it's the 2nd day i didn't turn up for lectures! i mean, it doesn't sounds that bad if it wasn't 2 days in A ROW!!! huhu. again. all the tribute to STUPID DIARRHOEA. i thought that the sickness's gone last night since i didn't continuously going in and out of the toilet. huhu. but then later that night, or precisely this early morning, again i stress here, EARLY as if VERY VERY EARLY in the morning, it starts again. dang! i thought i am all over this diarrhoea thing so i could get a nice sleep, but i didn't!! :'(

today's lectures was all packed without any gaps between them. which mean i really really really fudged up!! darn~ i missed so many lectures. and considering today's lectures' is on Toxicology, Parasitology n Entomology and Biostatistic, i am really missing out a BIG DEAL!! benci laaaa~~

huhu. i don't even get my lunch or even a nice simple breakfast. 'coz i am scared i'll have to go to the toilet again and again. and now i am very very very hungry!! :((

i guess i just wait for my dinner. bye bye lunch! i don't have anymore energy to go to the cafe. i really am in bad condition.

gotta go! very dizzy. gotta go and eat a biscuit before i swallow the medication. as much as i love my mom's job, i still hate the hospitals and drugs though. it's only for the sick. and not me!! huhu T_T

toodles!

tagged tagged..

Since i have been tagged, so i owed putri some answers la kan? :)


*Sesiapa yang kena tag, kena tulis 10 sesuatu berkenaan orang yang meng'tag' dia.

Puteri Nadhirah Aiza

1. my ex-floor mate in matrix :) A3.T4 rawks!
2. usually in silent mode..less talk..
3. someone who has her earphone on her 24/7
4. loves music so much
5. she's nice..
6. she's taking accounting now in MMU..accounting rawks man! hehe
7. also my next room neighbour..
8. so very the hardworking type..
9. she used to love Physics.. :)
10. oh oh...i love all the gadgets she have with her..heheh..back in matrix time laa... :)


*Orang yang kena tag kena tulis 10 perkara sesuatu pasal diri mereka.

1. currently a student of Environmental Health in UKM KL Campus
2. eldest child which will be the most spoiled and pampered one..hoho..
3. kinda shy, when she's with someone new or she barely knew..
4. and very talkative when she's with her closest ones..
5. very very very secretive..she prefers to bottled up everything to herself rather than sharing to others..
6. loves travelling so much!
7. addicted to DSLR photography and also guitar!
8. oh please bring me to the beach and we'll have some bbq and music. :)
9. crazy about this acoustic guitar thingy
10. last but not least, i have dimples!! hahaha :))

*At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. Nurul Hayani Abu Siroh
2. Liyana Kamal
3. Diana Hassan
4. Diyanah Inani
5. Faeizah
6. Farah Suhaila
7. Peruz
8. Nad Sori
9. Ikah Kosnon
10.Khairani Abd Rahman :)

p/s: if the listed name above read this post, feel free to answer me...dlm komen pon boleh :) xoxo

my fault my fault...

i failed to attend any classes yesterday. huhu. it was all because of the sudden diarrhoea attack(why do i always get this sickness aaa??!!) like always, it happened early morning. asal diarrhoea jer mesti pepagi buta kene. tension la. all the sleepless night. huuuww :(

so, what did i do all day long then?? in and out of the toilet. dang! had a sleepless night. so of course i was asleep like until noon. huhu. awake at about 12.30pm-ish. i was supposed to go to the 9am to 11am class. it was the Environmental Microbiology 2hours lecture. next class was on 3pm. the Toxicology 1 hour tutorial. i missed that too. i was too tired to go anywhere. and i even avoided myself from having any breakfast or lunch. 'coz i didn't want any vomitting. huhu.

oh ya. yesterday was the Hari Penamaan Calon for the Pemilihan Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar(Students Committe for the University). so it was confirmed that there will be 5 on 5 on the Election Day. 5 from the Aspirasi and another 5 from Gabungan Mahasiswa. both party had their representatives for each batch..i mean one representative each for 1 and 2 yr student and another one for 3 n 4 yr student. and they came from 4 different faculties which are the Medicine, Allied Health Sciences, Pharmacy and Dentistry.

i am kinda DUMMY in all this election thingy though. and i am not on any side for now since i am the member of RCSC myself(see my previous entrances if u wanna know what RCSC is) and we RCSC are given the power to help 10 Candidates in their campaigns. not sort of campaigning with them but aiding them in sort of scheduling the time and places. so, i am NEUTRAL. take note!!

the campaign will officially start today, the day i post this, specificly later tonight at 9.15pm at KTSN's cafe. let's make it simple :

09/01/2009 : 9.15pm onwards at KTSN's cafe
11/01/2009 : 11.00am onwards at KTSN's Cafe
13/01/2009 : 9.15pm onwards at KTSN 1's DSG

this date and time was chosen by us RCSC 'coz of the tight schedule students have. since on the 10th and 11th will be the UNTUKMU PALESTIN(please come and support this program. it's for our friends in PALESTIN) and on the 12th will be the launching of Fiesta Citra Budaya. so, those are the only available time.

oh ya, 13th will be the Manifesto's Day. it's COMPULSORY to all the 1st year students regardless of what faculty('coz we want them to know all the Candidates) plus it's also 'coz they are the 1st years! haha. well, that's what happen when u are the freshmans though. every seniors had the same experience. being the one who always been forced to attend everything. haha. i've been there too! ngeee :D so, be patients freshies! it's just few months away before u'll be a senior too...hehehehe :)

i am damn tired. not tired of attending meetings and stuff(although that's one of the reason) but tired of thinking the pack schedule for the next 2weeks. busy with classes at days and busy with meetings and programs at nights. all for the next 2 weeks. hmmph! seriously, i agree with what people always say "when u think about something and all you did was only thinking, before acting or experiencing them, u get tired of thinking" btol kot? ble asik pk jer mende tuh before
merasa, pening btol. ble dh jd depan mata, excited melampau pulak.

hmm...i am having a tough time trying to master acoustic. susah la! huww. :( i guess i'll accept my dad's offer to learn from his composer friend. i hope the offer is still open althoug it has been almost 2 yrs. haha :))

ok guys.. i think i'll stop here. till next time.

toodles!

p/s : Election Day is on 15/01/2009. please do come and vote for your MPP aite? choose the right one people! they'll represent us here in KL. so think before you vote :) oh ya, the voting venue is our beloved UKM Kampus KL. so, dkat Chow Kit tuh lah! heee :D

p/s 2: UNTUKMU PALESTIN is on 10/01/2009 till 11/01/2009(Sat & Sun). please come and support this Program. it's the fundraiser for our Friends and Family in PALESTIN. people, be HUMAN! and ya, please pray for them too! muslims, the PRAYER is our STRONGEST weapon :) do come ya? thanks :)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Acoustic Kiddo :) Great!

he's so small..but with a BIG talent! no doubt he does! He's Sungha Jung. A great guitarist. a great acoustic player. and he's just happen to be only 12. :) see him and you'll think twice about his age. no kidding he's a 12 yr old professional. again, i fall in love with his music. i fall in love the first time i watched him play. darn it! i wish i can play like him.

he'd play with tommy emmanuel. he has ulli as his mentor. he plays various music arranged by many great composer and guitarist. watch him play and you'll have goosebumps all over you. he plays nice music. he plays classicals. he plays latest addictions. he plays the evergreens. he plays the beatles'. he plays eric clapton's. darn! and he's just 12.

his taste in music is so awesome! i guess none of his age ever dream or think of playing the music he likes. :) he's lotsa passion in acoustic. never plays to show off. very passionate when playing.

no words can describe how well he plays.just go and watch him on youtube. i can't upload the vids here since the connection's too slow.huhu. have fun watching him :)

i am flattered...thanks..but..

duhhh!! tired laaa~~

i know i know!!

but then...huhuhu...no way!!

ok2...im crapping now...

having some monologue with this blog(crazy i am)...

bla bla bla...

warrghhh!! geram2!!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

huhu...it hurts so much...

dont ask me how..

dont ask me why..

dont ask me for any explanation..

coz i am afraid i dont even know the answer myself..

it does hurt..

to hear you talk..

to hear you confusedly ask..

to hear you happily tell me..

about the girl you met..

about the girl you like..

about how both of you enjoy texting each other..

about how much you know about her..

i have tried..

not to show my jealousy..

not to show my anger..

not to show any emotion..

whenever you talk about her..

either once or twice or even more..

i will never show my jealousy..

but then..

it seems i cant hold it back anymore..

it seems to hurt deep inside..

those words about her..

making my heart throbbing inside to be let out..

now..

it is so hard to be close to you anymore..

it is so hard to joke with you anymore..

it is so hard to share anything with you anymore..

it felt wrong..

so wrong it scares me..

it scares me coz i know i am falling for you..

and now..

i have to avoid you..

i have to talk less with you..

i have to get rid of your present in my mind..

coz..

it was you i miss everyday..

it was you i thought of whenever i had the chance..

it was always you making me smile..

but it WAS..not IS..

then..

i said i found a guy to replace you..

i said i try to approach him..

i said we are ok..

i said i might be liking him..

but it was all lie..

there is a guy..

but never more than a friend..

a lie to cease my pain..

a lie to try to make you comfortable..

a lie not to make you feel guilty..

a lie not to make you pity me..

if we do fall for each other..

it wont be a about compassion..no..

it must be love..

love as a friends..a bestfriend..

love as a keeper..

love as a lover loves her soulmate..

you said you were a fantasy..

but for me you are a good fantasy..

in fact a great one..

i know it will never be real..

coz you would always said you wanted to be the mystery guy..

but guess what??

friends doesnt stay mystery..

friends arent fantasy..

friends are real..

if we are friends..

you will never mention anything about fantasy..

you said i will find someone worth i fought for..

but i think i found you..

but then i am not going to fight for you...

coz i know the other girl surely win easily..

i am no one compare to have..

she's the swan and i am the ugly duckling..

you like her and not the other way round..

see..

i told you..

i dont actually know what i feel..

you read it..

you judge it..

you said we should give each other time..

well, in case i never able to get over you..

i am sorry to avoid you..

please..

dont hate me bcoz of what i feel..

i cant help myself..

it's too hard to handle..

so i let it go now..

till then..

thanks for making me feel like i have been loved..

thanks for caring too much..

thanks for being a "fantasy and mystery" friend of mine..

i really DO like you..

it's not your fault..

it's mine to be..

take care always..

love, Me.. :)

boredom...

boring lah!!

tuh jer nak btau...haha

gagaga :D

hahahaha. i got nothing much to say actually. but i do feel like typing. so i might just babling around and who knows, i might end up typing more than nothing. ngahahahah :P

so, people. every blog i read there would be the "what i did in 2008" thingy. so i think i just wanna go and join the club. heeeee :D

nothing much actually happened in 2008. as i said, i have a quiet boring life which only full of terrible events. haha :P but still, i love it though. :) here are those things happened back in 2008:

1. it's a LEAP year! which means i have my 5th Birthday!! haha. yes, 5th one. since i only celebrate it once in 4 years. my coursemates made a kinda surprise early bday party. we actually were celebrating a belated bday of one of our coursemate which end up being a double party. a belated and a becoming bday. it was a nice one. very surprising. :) i got quiet a number of presents. thanks to those who gave it :) oh ya, there's another girl, Anis, whom had the same birthdate as mine :) she's my COHORT.

2. it's my 2nd semester. nothing much change just what a surprise. so fast did the time pass. i feel like frozen in time and with a blink of my eyes i entered a new semester.

3. a very busy semester i can say. being active in every programs and stuff like that really took a big part of my life as a teenager. i mean other students went out with friends and i was the one stuck back in college.

4. when everyone's back at home for the 2months hols, there i was staying in college preparing for so many things. i was chosen as JAKSA which is Jawatankuasa Kebajikan Siswa/i Kolej or also known as the Residential College Student Committee. hmmm. well, kinda sad to be left alone behind whilst most of my friends were enjoying themselves with family. nvm, mind that coz i had my hols too except it was not a total vacay coz i gotta do some formal stuff too. we JAKSA went to the PD a.k.a Port Dickson, stayed there for 3 days 2 nights at Glory Beach Resort. it was for the English Camp. after done with that thing, went back to college and wait for another program. the next one was called SUMBANGSARAN or BRAINSTORMING. it was in Cherating Beach Resort, Cherating, Terengganu. i love it there. so peaceful, exquisite except for the one day without water supply due to the mainpipe was broken. yada yada yada. back to college and back home. i got home for 2 weeks only coz i hafta head back to college for PC or PemudahCara or Facilitator for the upcoming Freshman intake. huh. so tiring it was.

5. entered the 3rd semester. wow! i am now a senior. haha. kinda funny. to have a junior. or even to have a junior whom actually older or have the same age as me. that's the beauty of living in universities. :)

6. officially work as a JAKSA. kinda tiring. so busy with so many programs. i have to admit, i sometimes feel so damn regret of not declining the offerA at the 1st place. but anyway, i did my job well. try my best. and hope everything's fine.

well guys. that's all happened in my 2008 life. i wish 4th and 5th semester for 2009 here in UKM will be a blast. i am turning 21 this year. so will register myself as the voter. heee :D then i am officially an adult. you can say it as an adult+teenager which actually so damn childish. i hafta get rid a bit the childishness though. not totally, just a bit of it. the part which i think necessarily hafta get rid off like......haha..i dont actually know :P

so guys, toodles! :)

Saturday, January 3, 2009

i need money..tsk tsk

lepas penat berkejaran ngan masa smpai la ke damansara untuk setel ptptn, me myself having a bad fever later that night, again! aishh..

slept early at 8pm and awoke at 4am..then sleep again at 6am and just awake about half an hour ago. tiresome it was. i hate fever. i hate getting sick even the slightest headache.

i am going to have the JAKSA's 1st meeting for this new semester at 1500hours. still in the hols mood and also the sick mood, i am confirm to be so blur later this afternoon meeting session. hmmph!

ok. since the new semester had kicking in a few days back, to be exact on the 30/12/2008, so here's the subject for me this time :

NE3032 : Kualiti Air/ Water Quality
NE2023: Parasitology & Entomology
NE2042: Biostatistik Gunaan/ Applied Biostatistic
NE2043: Mikrobiologi Persekitaran/ Environmental Microbiology
NE2063: Toksikologi Asas/ Basic Toxicology
NE2083: Epidemiology

see. how tough the semester is. i have to work hard though. with all the "logys" subject, i am surely have to work extra harder. aissh. future comes first. :)

i am not in a good shape to type a long one this time. just wanna inform about my subjects :)

till then. toodles!

Friday, January 2, 2009

thank GOD~! ^_^

i am thanking God for all the energy and patience i have today. kalo tak, dah lama i mengamuk dalam pejabat PTPTN td haa.. :|

ok2..here goes the journey off settling the stupid PTPTN thingy :

1. i went to class today thinking about the PTPTN, and only PTPTN was in my fudging mind! :S the 1st lecture of the day is Biostats, and of course i am gonna feel sleepy. but am NOT! y? i kept thinking about PTPTN...stupid stupid stupid! :( all in all, i was successful enough of getting myself out of focus, TOTALLY!! it aint good for me :( coz i always perform in studies when i focus in lectures.

2. after the last class ended i went straight to KL Sentral since the PTPTN KL's Branch is there. it is Friday so it would be great to hit the monorail before the really really peak hour moment which of coz will be DAMN crowded. so, mira went with me. thanks a lot! :) accompanying me to the Sentral was enough.

3. headed to McD to grab some lunch. however, we didnt dine in since mira hafta catch the bus to her place. so take away it iwas. we both had McD's Chicken Prosperity Burger (yum yum yum!) pastuh mira g Dunkin Donut nak grab a dozen donuts for her adik2. awww..so sweet :) i miss my adik2 already!

4. lepas mira bli donut tuh die trus balek. so there was me left alone in the crowded place with so many kind of people. i went pusing2 naik turun the same 2 levels just to find a nice place to just seat, read something and eat while waiting for the PTPTN to open. so, being all alone..it's kinda funny you know, sitting there. i mean on the floor la of course. atas kerusi tak pelik la..duduk kat lantai ceruk mane entah just to eat the lunch i bought earlier. :) experience people, EXPERIENCE! you aint learn nothing from life if you dont encounter any problems or situations :D

5. lama jgak la i hafa wait..dr 1300 to 1445 hours. see, i told ya. DAMN LAMA!!!! (luckily i was not in a rage..lol) i took the number and PATIENTLY wait for my turn. when it was, i told the NICE lady my problem and she said i hafta go to the HQ a.k.a Headquarter to claim that stupid thing. that time already around 1530 hours. ape lg i sped up la my steps. dh macam org lumba jalan kaki jer i td. berlari2 carik taxi yang sanggup nak bawak i ke damansara and back to my college in Jalan Temerloh. luckily, this Pak Cik Taxi named Bakar bin Osman sudi nak amik i as passenger. i dahlah in a hurry. but still, i am patient. i didnt mind he's driving like 70km/j coz die sudi amik i jd passenger die. considering other taxi drivers yang takde manner yang pegi naekkan price sesuka hati. u got the metered taxi, so use the meter la! rules people! bear that! hmmph!

6. smpai damansara, i told that PakCik to wait for me and i wont be long( i was saying this bcoz i thought there werent many people, and i was TOTALLY wrong!) since so many people having the same case like me, i had to wait like 15 mins. mind me but pity the PakCik. i told him it wouldnt take long. but i am taking longer than i supposed to. lepas setel PakCik sent me back to KTSN. kl sentral-damansara+waitin 15mins-jalan temerloh, taxi fare rm14.40 jer?! tgk, betapa honestnye that driver. die tak makan duit org. tak mcm certain driver tuh, kl sentral-jalan temerloh jer dh rm25..or even klcc-jalan temerloh yang tak sampai 5 mins tuh rm25. huh. see, since he's so honest and tak pilih passenger, i byr him rm20 :) terkejut BADAK gak die td. tp it was nice to make someone smile like that when they had help us when we are in most need. see taxi driver?! be honest and not choosy, akan dibalas baek jgak. dont be greedy la!! org respect us if we respect them. treat people as u want people to treat u. got it?!

7. so after everything was settled, i felt a relieve. like some huge tonnes of block was removed from my shoulder. alhamdulillah :) no matter what happen, i dont have to rush again like that. skrg tunggu jer lah duit masok regardless how long i hafta wait. nak buat mcm mane. tawakal jer lah dh usaha td. kalo awal, awal la kan. :)

but the bright sight is people, i dapat my money lmbt. so which means when most of u had spent half or more of ur money, i still am richer than u guys! teee hee :P plus, allowance from parents this upcoming end of january and also end of feb. so sabar kejap lah ain. tak lama ag tuh :) and it would be nice to have money on feb coz it's the month i was born(2009 isnt a LEAP YEAR which mean i am not going to celebrate my bday) tp peduli ape. i nak enjoy that feb. can use the alasan bday untuk memanjakan diri dengan bershopping :)

so that was what happen in my dear boring life :) life never fail to amuse me though. there are always different terrible things happen each day throughout my daily lives which actually makes it more interesting than anyone else :) i think. mane de org experience what i experience. heee :D i know u dont :P

toodles y'all! tggu my next post. i know u love me. lol. XD

New Year 2009 :)

it's new year...!! 2009~~ a very very warm welcome to you! :)

30th dec 2008..it was a so called bad night for me..i got fever just 2 days before New Year and it sucks!! :( i took the tablet then sleep away and i was just so thankful that the fever slightly about to be gone compared to last night..so i went to the class the next day and when it came to about 2pm-ish i felt a bit dizzy and stuff. i could feel my body temp'd rose again.huhu.but then i was at KLCC that time escorting, yeah i mean it, escorting Izzah and Mira. did i mention the (stupid!) PTPTN loan dah masok our acc? and to make it worse, everyone's acc but not mine?! fudge it! (i dont swear u know) what a terrible news for new year's eve! :'(

we actually went to Bank Islam at Medan Tuanku at 1st place to go and accompany Izzah to complain about her new card cannot be used. so as we wait for her, me and mira, actually it's more about me since i was the last one to know about the loan has been deposited, to check the balance and mine was rm27.80??!! wtfishhhh??!! mira's got like rm2k++ and me..??!! darn it! mira was as shocked as i was coz izzah too got the money..huhu..now, i am broke! shaite! and sure, izzah join the shocking club too..huhu..

i was so pissed off coz ptptn always get into my nerves..last sem they only deposited me rm600++ and not rm1k++ (since we had to pay rm1.5k for the wang pendahuluan b4 we entred uni..so 3.5k minus that, i should've like 1.5k and even minus the fees, it should be like rm1k+) and i was damn broke that last sem! huhu..and now even worse i got nothing! there goes all my plan for shopping and stuff!! huwaaaa...the 3 of us werent satisfied so then again i re-checked my acc and now the atm said "kad anda tidak boleh digunakan. sila ke cawangan bank islam yang lain"..i was like "wtfish?! i am at the headquarter, the biggest BIMB in town and the atm said i should go somewhere else?!"..then, i went in and went to the kaunter pertanyaan and stated my prob..the nice lady said i should go to counter 6 and checked the status of my atm card..so i did..after waiting like 10 mins, the other nice lady told me my card's cracked...and again..wtfish?!! damn damn damnnn itttttt!! 1st the fever, then the loan now the card...i couldnt imagine anything worse apart of that 3..huhu..so i did have a new card with no money in it..the BIMB had to cut rm8 from my acc for the atm card service thingy...well, i didnt really care actually coz i am already broke!

after that we went to KLCC, yada yada yada...all the way from medan tuanku's monorail to dang wangi's lrt station to klcc i kept calling people whom i think responsible for my prob..1st, the Unit Kewangan Pelajar in UKM Bangi..she said if i didnt do the pre-registration thingy i should encounter that but the funny thing was i did the pre-registration..so she said i should checked with the BAKA or Bahagian Akademik at my campus..so from KLCC i took the cab to fac and straight to BAKA...stated my problem and they checked my registration status which then they confirmed has no prblem and then asked me to go to Jabatan Bendahari ant 5th floor..BAKA is is 2nd floor and they were both situated in different building..so in 2 hours time, all i did was running back and forth to both places which i end up calling PTPTN after the UKP Bangi couldnt find the problem...and guess what..PTPTN said i didnt sign the agreement which i couldnt remember any agreements send to me while i was back in kuching. so i asked them what agreement then they say "awak tak tuntut salinan pelajar"..what salinan pelajar?! heck! i know nothing bout that salinan pelajar..i give up than i called mira and tell her everything i did back at campus (i was in the bus otw back to k1)

then mira said "ain, kte rs salinan pelajar tuh yg kte dpt final exam sem lepas...kte ade dpt and dorang lampirkan satu surat yg kte perlu sign and anta balek kat ptptn..yg tuh kot"..then i got all the pieces together and remember about the agreement i had submitted back when i was just a freshman. actually ptptn had sent back 3 copies of the agreement (we had to do 4 copies, 1 for ptptn and 3 for students which we end up submit all of it to ptptn and now they are sending back the 3 copies to students) but the problem is i aint got nothing!! i called my parents back in kuching and they said nothing from ptptn had been delivered. so people, it's not my fault right??!! it's them making my life hard everytime..huhu..

so i cant wait for the day coz i am going to crash the PTPTN's office and make some scenes there.u know y? not just bcoz they didnt send me the stupid copies but my other friends who had the copies and not even bother to post back the letter to PTPTN has got their loans..that's not fair!!!!! y it must be me??!! i think it's the most terrible new year's eve EVER!!

i hope everything's gonna be settled later this day..i need the money so badly it hurts everytime i think about it...huhu..wait till i get the money...im gonna have my haircuts and then shopping!

i missed the new year's eve bbq with Jaksa and our beloved College Master coz of the fever...it's just making the day even worse..i spent the night in my room to wait for the fireworks which i could see from my room but i end up sleeping at 10pm!! i am so tired, the fever got me...however, i still bid welcome to 2009 though..and bye2 2008...

i'll tell u things happen in 2008 later..toodles! :)

p/s: im gonna crash crash crash u PTPTN!!

Dec Hols..huh

wowwieeee...long time no blogging aahh :D

what can i say, back at home in kuching, with no internet connection..it sucks BIG time mann! the only connection left is the MATANG's KFC WIFI, which is actually a 5 to almost 10mins of walking from home..hmm..home was great but the city wasn't..tsk tsk..i know i know, it's kuching man..it should be fun..but then, most of the cool friends werent there with me :( and i am stuck at home like the whole dec!! dang! and i only had like 2 days of outing..(darn it~!) which were the 1st was with peruz and naj and the 2nd was with asrap n and nija..it was great though to see them after like almost a year.. :)

so, what did i do during the hols? here goes nothing(really, i mean..NOTHING!!) :

1. my coursemates regardless what batch there are spend some times in kuching..since i am the only kuching-ian or even sarawakian in the bunch, i was opposed as the Exco Program which mean, i needed to arrange all the programs and places in Kuching(like hell i know every place there..haha). they arrived in kuching on am of 23rd and went back to kl on pm of 27th. it was fun though..i mean the whole experience with them. and guess what, bcoz of them, i successfully forced myself to naek the perahu tambang which cost us 40cent per head. i am scared actually to naek the perahu since i had a bad experienced with one when i was 3 or 4..can't remember. all in all, they were fun, out trips were fun, and im glad im a sarawakian coz the place were fun too :) see the leg la..sape pilih..?? hahhahaa :P i'll fill u in about the trip nest time ya..since there's so much to tell :)

2. after the trip, i started to feel the jet lag. i mean after a week in kuching and only then to have jet lag, what a weirdo i am. i dont know y but i still cudnt adapt much yet. maybe bcoz too much time spent with the non-sarawakian. i lost track of time. as usual, everytime im back home, the nights will be the days and vice versa for me. so, i'd not call it a night until it was 6 or 7am...lol..im stuck at home, watching tv all day long..trying to catch up the new series and stuff and also doing that boring thing which was watching the ulangans of the same series every time i got back home..lame wasn it? nothing much happe at home..

3. i got my haircut short! when i said short, i mean it like SHORT short! it's not that rihanna kinda short coz mine is still longer than her but slightly longer laaa... :) and i love the feel of it coz it's airy..so i might keep it short..just maybe i'll change the styles.. :D (hey, it aint a sin to play with ur hairstyles eventhough u wear tudung..lol..i like to style myhair) but then it's getting longer day by day now...just 4 weeks now and im feeling like i have my old long hair already..huhu..

4. i went for DSLR hunting whilst my parents especially my mom went hunting for a NEW laptop. it's kinda sad coz the sony alpha i wanted was out of stock. so i went straight changing my mind by looking at Nikon D80..and again, D80 was out of production since d90 is out! mann! are u kidding or what??!! d90 was like toooooo and wayyyy expensive i tell u..!! then at last i made my mind, CANON EOS 450D. then again, out of stock! damn it!! i felt like someone's grabbed my heart and twisted it! it just felt so wrong and so frustrating!! :'( but still, eventho everything's out of stock, i finally made it clear to my parents no matter how long it takes, i still gonna go for CANON EOS 450D :) i mean it's worth the money considering the function is almost as superb as NIKON D90 or even the out-dated D80. and to sony, im sorry for not choosing u. i realized that eventho sony alpha is cool but the accessories are too expensive man! gla apa..i dont want to spent so much in short time only for the sony alpha..u must be asking me y dont i just buy it here in KL? haha..i gotcha..it's bcoz the kedai there in kuching offers me a rm500 of free gift if i buy from them..and since i already surveyed it here in KL before the hols, and there's no such kedai as dermawan as that kedai in kuching, i decided i'll wait for february for the stock..teeehheee :P i hope it's in february though since i'll be having my so-not-in-the-calendar bday! u know..it's not a leap year :(

all in all, that was what my hols looked like..it sounds so BORING aight? dont blame me..blame the stupid hols! eventho i miss kuching, but when im in kuching i miss KL so damnn much!! huhu..

i'll fill u in more about my new semester just about after this entry..hihihi :D toodles!