Office

Phewwww.
It has been a month since I started working.
Ok lah.
Actually I am doing my attachment under the state government's program.
It's called Capacity Building for Graduates (CBG).
Something similar to Skim Latihan 1 Malaysia (SL1M).
It's just that this CBG thigy dah start lama gila dah dekat Sarawak nih compare to SL1M.
So, nih adalah state government punya benda lah.

I am attached to the Waste Management Unit under the Public Health Division.
Hohohohoho.
Bolehlah.
Quite interesting.
Macam-macam ragam complainants ada. Hahaha.

So far, for this 1st month, banyak blaja procedures dekat cnih jer.
Nothing much lah this month since the boss for my unit nih banyak travelling jugak.
So, mostly all I did was the admin work.
Aku adalah pakar fotostat, binding, laminating, filing so forth and so on sekarang.
LOL.
Kerja up sikit pasal payment to contractor and stuff, still learning.
Managing the complains and cases pun still learning.
Belom keluar ikut inspection lagi or to the site office.
So banyak duduk dalam office jer lah.

Office pulak dah rupa negara bermusim sejuk.
Minggu ke-2 dekat cnih, terus start demam.
Sejuk dia tak terkata.
Menaip pun jadi masalah sebab jari semua keras dibuatnya.
Dah rupa kena frost bite pun ada.
Huhuhuhuhu.

Oh,
tiap bulan akan ada program recycling dekat parking area thic council.
It's quite interesting tengok the amount of people yang actually betul-betul into recycling.
Ramai jugak ye.
Sambutan sangat menggalakkan.
But mostly the Chinese lah.
And selain Chinese around this area, Malays yang kerja cnih and some other non-bumis and Indians pun ada.
Tapi mostly pun staff dekat this council.
Kalau dari public, mostly Chinese.
Maybe sebab kawasan Kuching Selatan nih memang ramai Chinese kot.
I am not quite sure lah dekat bahagian Kuching Utara sana sambutan macam mana.
Tapi yang buat aku yakin the Chinese yang banyak recycling, sebab, most company yang uruskan pengumpulan barang recycling nih pun Chinese owned.

Paling interesting,
Public datang tak hantar barang recycling masa program,
but to redeem points.
Hehehehhe.
Seronok tengok.
Kitorang dah rupa bukak supermarket.
Sebab dekat this council,
buy back centre dia bukan tukar dengan duit.
Tapi tukar dengan household items.
Macam Dynamo, softlan, toothbrush, penyapu semua lah.
Banyk gila ok barang.
Ada datang bawak shopping bag masing-masing and redeem items.
Dah macam orang shopping dekat supermarket.
hehehehhe.

Aku tidur dekat office berdengkur ok!
Pagi tadi datang office awal, macam biasa 6.45am dah terpacak kat desk.
Malam semalam tidur lambat gila ok!
Dalam 12am lebih, bangun sahur 4am lebih, terus mandi then turun kerja before 6am.
Tsk tsk tsk.
Sampai office sambung tido kat desk, sampai kol 8am.
Bangun-bangun jer dah ramai kat office.
Kepenatan gila sampai berdengkur. Hahahahah.
Makcik Salmah bagi tau aku berdengkur. Bahahahah.
Biasanya takda aku berdengkur.
Takpa, macam biasa,
buat bodoh sudah. :D


Eyh,
Oklah, that's all I guess.
Malas nak online lama-lama.
Till then.
Aku nak teman colleagues shopping kejap lagi masa lunch hour.
Ngeh ngeh ngeh.

Truly, Madly, Deeply

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong, I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginnin'
A reason for livin'
A deeper meanin', yeaa

And I want to stand with you on the mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when my stars are shinin' brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish to send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers in lonely hours
The tears devour you

And I want to stand with you on the mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby?

You don't have to close your eyes

'Cause it's standin' right before you

All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish,

I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope, I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath 

Truly, madly, deeply do

I want to stand with you on the mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

And I want to stand with you on the mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

:: Enjoy! I am down with fever. Hmmm. Guess I need extra rest tonight. Will update my boring life stories soon! ::

Give It All Away

I.....I will learn to live before I die
Will learn to love and learn to try
Not to give it all away
She....may be
The one that's meant for me
Or for the man that I used to be
Til' I gave it all away

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
But I gave it all away

You taught me to see the better truth
About yourself but about me too
I was stupid over you
What could I do

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
But I gave it all away

Some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this
I've waited enough
Baby, no, I won't let you go
I'm sick of tears and fierce

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor

I showed you love, you wanted more re re

But I gave it all away

There's nothing left to take

I give it all away

:: Forgive all the jiwang-ness. Hahah. It's the season for me laa. Ada time, I'll into those electro, rap, hip-hop R&B types. Masa tuh kan, pelik-pelik jer lagu. Mostly mesti dance songs from movie like Step Up::

:: Oh, ada time, I'll go madly in love into Spanish songs. Hehehehhe ::

I Don't Love You

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're a still good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out while you can

When you go would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?

Sometimes I cried so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It is where you oughta stay

Well after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up while you can

When you go would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?
Well come on, come on!

When you go would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"?

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

:: Another all time favourite. Do enjoy! ::

Hati Yang Kau Sakiti

Jangan pernah katakan bahawa
Cintamu hanyalah untukku
Karna kini kau telah membaginya

Maafkan jika memang kini
Harus ku tinggalkan dirimu
Karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

Tak ada lagi yang bisaku lakukan tanpamu
Ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

Ku menangis membayangkan
Betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
Kau duakan cinta ini
Kau pergi bersamanya

Ku menangis melepaskan
Kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
Harus selalu kau tahu
Akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti

Ku menangis
Harus slalu kau tahu
Akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I am not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' tha lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

(To say)

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin' 

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do oh

Oh yeah

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

:: Sorry for the long hiatus mode. I found myself to not having the blogging mojo at the time being. Super lazy, plus, working life forbids me to. I don't even have time to blogwalking. Even on weekends, I prefer to just tweet around and stalking people on Facebook. So yeah, I'll try giving some life to this blog by posting up videos of my current favourite songs once in a while. Anyways, I have been working for about 3++ weeks. Almost a month ::

:: About this song, kinda my current favourite that keeps on repeating on my mp3 player for these couple of days. Old song, I know ::