Tuesday, August 9, 2011

What Hurts The Most



I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I am not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' tha lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do oh
Oh yeah


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin' 
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do oh
Oh yeah

And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do



:: Sorry for the long hiatus mode. I found myself to not having the blogging mojo at the time being. Super lazy, plus, working life forbids me to. I don't even have time to blogwalking. Even on weekends, I prefer to just tweet around and stalking people on Facebook. So yeah, I'll try giving some life to this blog by posting up videos of my current favourite songs once in a while. Anyways, I have been working for about 3++ weeks. Almost a month ::

:: About this song, kinda my current favourite that keeps on repeating on my mp3 player for these couple of days. Old song, I know ::



Saturday, July 16, 2011

I hate thinking for title so this is the title. bahaha!

I am so lazy to update anything here.
Adoiiiii.
I don't have the blogging mojo anymore okay.

There are so many things happened this past few weeks.
Watch couple of movies.
Went to few great diners.
Got an offer.
Went shopping in KL.
Met old friends from highshcool.
Mini reunion.
So forth and so on.
Yet, I don't have the intentions to actually blog them out.
See, so pemalas right?

See lah next time if I can get my rajiness out.
Or even move my ass from this stupid laziness.

I have been hanging out on Twitter for quite some times.
Been updating myself there a lot.
Whining and rambling there is so much fun okay.

I have been thinking, I wanna have a Tumblr account.
Cool or nah?

Ditto!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Chipmunk

I just had my wisdom tooth removed this morning.
Excruciating la the pain T__T
Just imagine, after the tooth has been pulled out,
out of sudden the local anesthetic *poof* disappear!
The dentist had not had the chance to stitch the gum yet the LA already gone -_-"
Imagine la how painful it was.
She said to raise my hand if it was painful,
bukan takat angkat tangan, menjerit pun ye.
So she had to inject another dose.
Haihhhhhhhhhhh.

So now,
Don't make me laugh, or even smile.
*Merana*
If I do look so sombong,
paham-paham lah ye :(

Oh anyway,
Anyone who is my friend in FB would know that I complained that I look like a panda.
Then, a friend commented and said that her friend pun baru cabut wisdom tooth and now she look like a chipmunk.
Bila fikir balik, haah, more to like a chipmunk.
But as for my situation,
I look like a chipmunk with only one side chubbier than I already have.

Today,
I had chicken porridge for brunch and dinner.
Huhuhuhuhu.
Cukup syarat to take my ibuprofen.
Quite a strong painkiller kan?
Asal makan jer confirm hilang the pain.
Which, only lasted for few hours.

And kenyang bubur pun very sekejap.
I get hungry so quick than usual.

I have been missing like always.
Even though I had gone out for movie and good food with dear ones,
but then, so lazy to actually took any pictures, or even blog about it.
In these past 2 weeks,
I have had several Dim Sum moments and also movie.
Dim Sum rocks okay! Especially Kim Bay's :)
Thanks to those friends yang introduced the place to me.
I had tried the one at After 3, but, ermmm, so so only la.

It's fun to gather again and catching up with each other's life.
Semua kawan sekolah.
And I can't wait for my cliques to be back.
All of them so we can hang out like before.
Which actually sounds so impossible to gather all seven of us.
Tsk tsk tsk.
Why lah you guys study jauh-jauh?! -_-"
Padahal 3 orang jer overseas.
But still, if dorang balik, mesti ada jer yang dekat local Uni nih tak balik.
See??

Btw, Transformers 3 was awesome!
Wouldn't mind if I have to watch it again.
But the downside was, it was quite slow at the beginning, so a bit boring there.
I still think that the 1st one was the best :D
Oh again,
I prefer Megan Fox la.
Even though in the past 2 movies she was nothing but a barbie doll,
at least I could see chemistry between her and Shea.
Yang perempuan baru nih tak.
Macam tunggul dah aku tengok.
Tunggul yang ada body figure.
Geddit?
-_-"
And now, I am patiently waiting for the last part of Harry Potter trilogy.
Watched the trailer like thousands of times and felt goosebumps every time.
Not putting my expectations too high.

Okay lah.
That's all I guess.
Like always, wrap all activities in a single entry.
Baahahahhahaa.
It feels good okay, to just sit back and relax and not bother about blogging sometimes, okay, every time.
Bila duduk rumah nih,
aku lebih suka rilex mengadap movie dekat laptop.

Anyways,
this Saturday until next Tuesday kan,
I will be in KL *insyaAllah
Lets see how am I doing in KL with the stitches still on my gum.
Hmmmmm.
Balik from KL on the 12th at night, on 13th pagi-pagi dah pergi dentist bukak stitches.
Huhuuhuhuu.

Till then,
aku nak rehat sambil tengok movie.
My mom's in KL :(
No one to cook bubur ayam for me except makcik kedai.
But again, I can bermanja with my dad and siblings for the week :P
Jyeahhh!

Ditto! :D

p/s: Introducing, my sis' pets, Bubu and Bobo.




This is Bobo.
He's super fat and fluffy.
But he loves to bite.
A lot.
He loves sleeping,
and again,
biting.
He NEVER runs on his wheely coz he can't fit it.





And this is Bubu.
He's so small.
But super cute.
This is the biggest he can be.
He loves running on his wheely, 
a LOT!
He never bites, 
so you can pet him always,
but careful,
he's super fast
He had once escape from my sis hand and we turn the house upside down to search for him.
He's my favourite! :D

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Boring-boring

Ceyh, baru jer sebulan lebih in hiatus mode. Oklah, almost 2 months lah.
Aku ingatkan lama benar aku biarkan blog nih tak berupdate.
Takdalah lama mana kot.

Malas gila nak update tau tak?
Walaupun hari-hari aku ngadap laptop and internet nih boleh kata siang malam,
tapi keinginan nak update takda langsung.
Hohohohoho.

Banyak jer aku buat masa cuti nih.
Selain makan, tido, mandi, psp, tenet and kemas rumah,
bila kerajinan mendatang, aku akan main masak-masak.
Hehehehhehe.

Hari tuh on Father's Day, aku buat Laksa Sarawak and Oreo Cheesecake.
First time aku buat chilled version punya cheesecake.
Before nih pernah buat baked punya jer.
Kan kena pakai serbuk gelatin, pastuh carik punya carik, payah betol nak jumpa.
So substitute dengan serbuk agar-agar.
Mestilah aku ikut sukatan untuk serbuk gelatin kan.
Sekali kauuuuu, serbuk agar-agar tak sekuat gelatin,
makanya cheesecake aku tak berapa nak firm.
Keluar dari freezer jer, biar kejap dah lembik cheese.
Tapi still sedap gila ok! :P

Selain masak-masak,
benda paling rajin aku buat adalah main PSP.
Sekarang aku main The Sims 2.
Before tuh aku dah habiskan Angry Birds,
nak kumpul 3 stars jer tinggal.
Stress ok main game.
Terganggu masa tido malam aku.
Hehehehhee.

Selain tuh,
kerja aku adalah travelling.
Sampai jer Kuching dari KL hari tuh, 2 weeks after that aku dah dekat KL balik.
Seminggu jugak kat sana, pergi interview kerja.
Then, balik Kuching.
Esoknya terus pergi Sibu pulak.
Spent masa kat Sibu 2 weeks.
Nenek suruh balik daaaa.
Then balik Kuching lagi.
Sampailah sekarang. :D

Another 2 weeks aku pergi KL lagi, insyaAllah.
Saja jalan-jalan dengan aunty and cousins.
Hehhehehe :D
Tiket murah gila katanyaaaaaaa.
Tapi kan, 5 hari sebelum pergi tuh aku ada minor oral surgery.
Nak buang wisdom tooth belah kanan bawah.
Semua orang takutkan aku cakap sakit gila seminggu nak makan apa tak boleh.
Jawabnya, makan bubur ngan eskrem jer lah aku kat KL kang :(

Heh.
Aku pun tak sure apa motif entry nih.
Rasanya saja nak bagi hidup blog sekejap before aku hilang balik.
Aku belom ada mood blogging.
Kalau datang mood blogging tuh,
semua benda aku nak cerita,
walaupun cerita tuh sebenarnya tak ada apa.
Huk huk huk.

Oklah,
aku nak sambung tengok YouTube.
Lagipun sekarang pun sibuk dengan research paper punya writing.
Hohohohoho.
Oh lupa nak bagi tau.
Result thesis keli aku dapat A :)
Alhamdulillah.
Keseluruhannya, aku berjaya naikkan CGPA aku secara mendadak.
Syukur sangat :D

Oklah.
Hari Ahad=Bosan.
Maka aku nak tengok YouTube and main game jer.
Till next time!
Daaaaaaaaaaaa

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Travelling much?

Aku baru sampai Kuching dari KL. Tadi lah pukul 4pm gitu landed.

Aku pergi KL Isnin lepas, 16 May sampailah hari nih 21 May.

Esok aku gerak ke Sibu pulak! Fuhhhhh! Kerja aku berjalan sakan jer.

Oklah, tuh jer for now. Hehehhehe.

Babaii!!

p/s: Sangat malas nak update blog bila cuti macam nih tau :D