guilty as charge

hmm...why?

'coz i dh cheat this one guy. this guy i knal from ym. that day when i was so bored, i used my old yahoo account and chat. i mean, chat dlam room yahoo lah. sajer jer la. lm dh tak jenguk account lm since last incident. huhu.

so, adelah this one guy. mcm biase, i chat jer lah. talk casual stuff. nothing much la. ckp kosong bak kata org. biaselah, kalo yahoo room nh bkn boleh percaya kan org yg chat dlm tuh. so i tak pecaye lah this guy. mula2 nak jer ignored him, tp dh niat asal nak chat, layan jer lah chat.

this guy mcm baek jer. tp mcm biase, dh slalu sgt kene tipu(biaselah, time mule2 nak pandai pakai ym, and takde kwn dlm list ag) so i mmg 100% tak percaya. and since slalu sgt dh org tipu identiti, i pun p la menyamar. i mmg tak ckp honest ngan this guy. die tye ape2 mesti i tanak bg details(kalo tanak ckp btol, mmg kene berdalih) so, i chat jer lah. mcm biase, kat ym kan, chat sklai pastuh mane de chat ag. so i assume it's ok.

tp then, continue plak the other day. tbe2 this guy mcm baek sgt. call i kdg2. pstuh msg. ms tuh i nak tdo awal sbb nak study mlm. then, tbe2 i ckp kat die tlg kejutkan i sbb i nh susah nak bgn. i tak terpk plak kan ms tuh cmne die nak kejut. org mengantok katakan. ble borak dgn die rs cm dh kenal lm. so i bg lah no i. tak sngka plak at 12.30am(i suh kejutkan at this hour) die call kejutkan i. terkejut beruk i dgr sore lelaki call. pastuh br i ingt i bg no kat die. bengong btol i.

then die pon cam msg2 and stuff. pastuh ble die dh clling2, rs bersalah pon membuak2. padahal baru 3 hari nh. ari nh satu hari tak concentrate dlm kuliah sbb rs bersalah sgt2 ngan guy yg baek nh.

so, at last, i buat keputusan nak btau die everything. i pon ckp kat die jgn contact i lagi sbb i dont deserve to be apologised. sbbnye? i tak honest dgn org yg honest dgn i. padan muka i! serik dh lah nak chat kat yahoo room ag. tanak i. ble dh terjumpe ngan org honest mcm die, dh serik nak ym kat yahoo room. slalu jer mesti mamat yg cam bengong, bahlol tah ape2 ag la yg pm-ing i kat yahoo tuh.

hmm. if u read this. i am really sorry. tp, kta nh hanya kenal beberapa hari kot. plus, kenal pon kat ym jer kan. this is not real. till then, i doakan u success slalu.

i am really sorry.

ciao~

salam!